Til this night, I know about why everything that has ever happened to me, about life, about you. What you see before you eyes, what you hear upon your ears, what you feel by the fingertips, what the taste of anything that touches the tip of your tongue, and the smells of the surrounding around you...this is reality or what I believe is real yet it's as if the earth is spinning on its axis while I'm protrayed in a frozen picture frame with darkness and shades of grey. But what if this is all a governments plan or an unknown from another place to make us weak mortals to believe that the things we touch and feel are for real. For all I know we all might be dreaming endlessly...then there comes a question, what if I really do wake up and my nightmare has just begun, would I be suffering in pain and torment more? Would I be in more fear and regret all that has happened to me? I realized now I know that there is nothing to life for IF you don't have that something...that something might be a love long lost and found...a determination and self-confidence that you will succeed in life by getting through the obstacles that's blocking your way and to overcome the desire of death. This is reality through my eyes and that is what I learned from you...